Sunday, September 04, 2005

or is it?!?!

i'm starting to think this is more than just her normal PMS. saw her online this afternoon. had a brief conversation about the annual dinner she attended last night. it ended rather abruptly too.

called her around 1:30am after i came back from mamak with the guys. she said she was at the cyber cafe, playing game. 3 seconds, no longer, our phone call. smsed her at 3am to see if she's still out. 'on the way home' was her reply. 'call me when u get back?!' i texted.

"NOT TODAY"

that's new. i call her straight after. 'what's going on?!" i asked. 'nothing', she said, 'i just don't feel like talking'. 'don't feel like talking, and seeing me?!' 'yeah...'

i feel like i'm hanging on a hangman's noose. and she's a stone's throw away. i could barely see what she's doing. and she isn't really bothered by the fact that i'm there, hanging. slowly dying or waiting for renewal hope. what am i to do?

5 Comments:

Blogger ej. said...

Hmmm... love stress?

"The best way to get over a woman is to get under another."

Dr. Frasier Crane

3:11 am  
Blogger arboon! said...

hmmm...i don't think that'll help man. cause i got under a woman, that's why i'm fucked now.

10:29 am  
Blogger ej. said...

oh shit! now i read this! hahaha! okok, discount my post on your latest article! it's time for evasive action...

*first of all, men always underestimate the power of denial, first lesson my dad ever taught me about women, "If you ever get caught cheating deny, deny, deny and then deny!!!" but i guess in your case it's different.

2:03 pm  
Blogger arboon! said...

makes me less a man eh...
sigh...guess it's too late for anything now.

5:59 pm  
Blogger arboon! said...

oh, and my daddy never taught me anything. partly his fault now that if he doesn't get a grandchild. hohoho...

6:00 pm  

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