what were you thinking?

i've commited the worst crime u can ever commit in a relationship. INFIDELITY. now, why am i advertising my shameful act?! mainly because of my guilt. that's probably why i told her in the first place. but i promise i will not go down that same path again. god, how could i?! hurting someone you love so much...how could anyone possibly do that?! how could it possibly got into my head?!?! tim said it must be the drugs. u see, we were actually under the influence. ON A FUCKING THURSDAY EVENING!!! it has been a damn fucking stressful day for all of us. so after clocking out at 7pm, we thought we might as well pop an erimn, just to wind down. BAD CALL, BOON!!! COULDN'T YOU HAVE WAITED TILL THE WEEKEND?!?! IT'S FUCKING THURSDAY!!! FRIDAY IS JUST 5 HOURS AWAY!!! perhaps i should lay off those stuff for a while. sheeshhhhh...