do you believe in destiny?
we spoke again online last night. was still hesitant to message her. but she messaged me first, saying she was sorry she left suddenly earlier. she don't even know whether we chatted earlier in the day or was it last night. oh well, doesn't matter. i apologised to her again, for what i've done. she said i should stop apologising, that we should both move on. i asked her if she was still mad at me and if i was forgiven. she said 'yes, no point pondering over something for so long'. 'so that makes us...?!?!' i asked.
"SORRY"
'sorry?!'
"yeah, sorry... sorry for what you did, and sorry i did not give you a chance."
so should i still be holding on to it?! or should i let it go?! "you can't progress if you hold on. let it go. if it's fated, then it's fated," she said.
and after that, everything else seems awkward. there's nothing else for us to say. as if two strangers halt in the middle of a conversation, followed by an awkward silence.
fate. what is fate? to me, fate is when you build a bridge of 'chances' for the other person. what is fate if you do not give the other person a chance? what is fate if you closed the other person out of your so-called life path? how are you suppose to be 'fated' to be together?
what is fate?
"SORRY"
'sorry?!'
"yeah, sorry... sorry for what you did, and sorry i did not give you a chance."
so should i still be holding on to it?! or should i let it go?! "you can't progress if you hold on. let it go. if it's fated, then it's fated," she said.
and after that, everything else seems awkward. there's nothing else for us to say. as if two strangers halt in the middle of a conversation, followed by an awkward silence.
fate. what is fate? to me, fate is when you build a bridge of 'chances' for the other person. what is fate if you do not give the other person a chance? what is fate if you closed the other person out of your so-called life path? how are you suppose to be 'fated' to be together?
what is fate?
posted by arboon! at Monday, September 12, 2005
1 Comments:
have you ever considered really expressing yourself to her? it seems like she doesnt really know what you're feeling and that you're allowing her to ignore everything by not calling her. the way to solve things; be it good or bad is through having a REAL conversation.
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