it's for the better...

i just lost a fucking long post and can't be fucked typing it all out again. but below is a breakdown of it's content.

1) i finally called yimun. thought it would be weird, but it wasn't. just on my part i guess.

2) told her i miss her. and she shot back a question at me "what is it you missed?" companionship, seeing her, calling her, holding her, etc etc etc...

3) talked about how things are going to be. what we should do, focus on our lives and goals.

4) agreed on our mistake for starting too soon. long distance relationship ain't that great when you're just starting a relationship because :-
a) you missed out on the getting-to-know-each-other part
b) ...

man, this is stupid, how can i sum up what we talked about in an hour into point forms?! fuck it... i'm going to bed. i'll post a new entry when i have enough time to remember what i wrote earlier. DAMN...